It was 2 months today. I couldn't figure out why I was having a hard day. Then it hit me. I still miss her.
We went and visited a friend of Dominic's from work. His wife is three months pregnant. She got pregnant on our cruise back in February. That cruise was like the last days of innocence before we came home and learned the news. I was pregnant on the cruise. I should still be pregnant.
I wish I weren't jealous of pregnant women, but I am. I wish them health and happiness, but I'm jealous.
I miss you Sarah.
Thank you, Heavenly Father, for the light of my Shooting Star, as brief as it was.